Fvck Cancer

Well it’s been awhile followers but as we all know life can get in the way of life. I’m currently grieving the death of my father. He was diagnosed with prostate cancer 10 years ago. We had a scare 3 years ago that it had spread to the bone but was moving slow. In January the doctors had told him that it spread more and it was moving extremely fast. They gave him 3-6 months. 9 if he as lucky. However in under 3 months, my 3 siblings and I watched him decline and on April 12th he left us. Anyone who had lost a parent knows this feeling. My father and I were very close. As a child we spent a lot of time together and of course grew apart during the rebellious teenage years but grew right back together and there we stayed. It’s a huge change that only will get easier with time I guess. How do you go from talking to someone multiple times a day for years and seeing them a few times a week for years? I don’t think there’s ever enough time to spend with someone. I do think that the spirit world is real and he is always around. He shows me in his own ways all the time since his departure. I feel it and see it. Awareness is an amazing thing and if you pay attention you’ll witness small miracles all the time. As always thank you for following and keeping up with #whatstunningsays.

One thought on “Fvck Cancer

  1. Amanda, I’m so sorry to hear of your dad’s passing. A true loss. But you’re right…he’ll always be with you in spirit and for guidance. Fondly, Barbara Fahey

    Sent from my iPhone

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